thinking aloud

Feb 17

I’m on thin ice again and one wrong move I’ll be frozen… like an ice waiting for some heat to melt. I don’t want to be on the same situation which happened a year and a half ago. I don’t want to inflict pain to my family again. Those were nightmares of the past. Some bad dream that I already woke up to. But same symptoms are happening. Manifestations that I want to ignore. Sleep and food are becoming extinct from my vocabulary. Emotions are getting singular. And days are dreaded.

This can’t be. I promise I’ll be stronger this time. Cut the addictions. Take control…

Have a better ending.